Pain

I'm in pain all over,
physically and mentally.
Stressed.

Didn't go to school today,
woke up at 1130am if i'm not wrong.
Left for TTSH at 1230pm.

The Doctor's name is Coooolz!
Dr. Roland Boey.
I'm suppose to go back 3weeks later for another checkup
and take x-rays. Damn...
How many x-rays have i taken already,
uncountable .....
Have another appointment on 5th August,
specialist for my bone or shit.

Bakau after that shit.
Battled my man Wan,
i have battle phobia.
Help please!

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow.
I have my own problems.
So fuck you,
don't ask me why.



GOD, PLEASE I WISH TO DIE,
SET ME FREE FROM ALL MY SUFFERINGS.
PLEASE,
I PRAY,
AMEN.

H or H ?

Will i go to Heaven or Hell?

In my whole life,
i did loads of bad stuffs,
i tired to repay my sins,
i treated everyone better,
i even put others before me.
I changed for the better,
and promised to control myself.

Heaven or Hell?

People took advantaged of me,
i closed one eye.
They mistreated me,
i closed one eye.
I have nothing more to lose.

Go on, carry on.
You lifeless son of a bitch,
you have friends, i don't,
you have a best friend,
i don't.
I'm not too close to being equal to you.
You're Smart, Intelligent
And you an ignore Love like it's dust.

I envy you,
I'm jealous of you.

Your life is way better than mine.
Please teach me how to ignore everything,
i wish to live a happy go lucky life like yours.

I gave up all i have for you.
I got myself back in return,
but i wont give up,
I am Jude.
Wait for my comeback,
you're never gonna see me like what i am again.

Yes, oh yes, school's starting tomorrow.
There are pros and cons,
which i shall elaborate.

Meeting JaeKyung in the morning i guess...

I'm gonna bring all my books to school
and leave them under my desk! :P

Stayed home the whole day today,
seriously nothing to do,
everyone's resting today...
So i kept eating for the whole day,
i am so god damn sure i put on weight today.

Tuesday to TTSH,
i will get a time cheat to leave school early!
Jealous not!?
Melissa's fucking jealous.
Envy me :O

Time and time again,

Slept for 14 hours!

Met Ricky at Jiaxin's house downstairs,
went Nebo,
Arcade and then to esply.

I have a fetish for girls with sexy long legs,
i know i'm weird, Melissa.

Chalet

First day was uber boring,
we were chilling for like the whole day,
from 2PM till 11PM,
watching TV,
singing songs,
talking crap,
sleeping
&
chit-chatting about our lives.
After 11PM's Prison break,
rushed to EHub to get tix for,
Transformers 2 Revenge of the fallen.
1130 show sold out,
so we caught the 0130AM show :P
between 1130 & 0130,
Arcade -> Toilet ->
Sitting down at the top floor big big open space talking ->
Walking around the empty shopping mall.

Show was stupid,
Fox was great,
Storyline was alright,
Cinema was shit.

Chilled even more after the show,
finally slept at 0630am.

Woke up at 1030am,
swimming at the pool with Marcus,
waited for Ruijia,
went WWW at 1230pm,
out of the time in WWW from
1230pm - 0500pm,
3 hours was spent in the "Shiok River".
1 and a half was spent on other rides.
Went back to sleep for awhile,
BBQ-ed -> Prison break -> Chill somemore
-> Bowling -> Chill more & more &
Finally slept at 0330am.

Checked out at 10.24am ( EXACT )
Waited for the bus to PasirRis staion,
because we were too lazy to walk,
plus the sun was blazing.

Eaten at some place which i dont know how to explain,
bussed back to AngMoKio :P
GSC for 3 hours.
Ate mac & Homed.

Okay, not gonna write more,
too tired :( Pictures are with,
Bobby(Zim), Wanyi, Noraini.

Sayo.
I'm a happy guy.

I'm back

Yes,
i'm back.
i'll talk about stuffs later on,
after i get back from fam dinner,
at some place in Yishun.

Playboy,

Got three new specs!
Nicenicenice.

Anyway i'm leaving for chalet,
now..
Zim's house to get stuffs, his dad's sending me,
cl& yj.
Cya guys on the 26'th if not 27'th.
Bye ma`niggaz.

Waste,

Like seriously man!!!
I haven been using much of the comp,
and my back & shoulder hurts.

Crashed at Zim's house today, from the time i woke up till dinner.
made some food for chalet chilled,
and played Jenga.
Sort of Uno Stacko?

My dear friends are proud of me!
I love you guys!

Wanyi's joining us for chalet too,
i so so sooooo love her for that!

Everyone's so busy!
this time round i hope everything goes all right.
Damn,

& There's the maxican( What Sean&Junyi says) girl,
from TP.....
Ask me if you wanna know, ROFL.

Congrats,

Congrats to everyone who won today :P

Melissa's lovin` me for asking her to go.
Hot guys, fresh moves & everything.
I'mma nice guy hur.

Wanyi ahh Wanyi!
lol.


Meeting class 2A's council tomorrow to discuss Chalet BBQ stuffs,
we are god damn short of moneh.
Some help will be good.

One love.

A time before

I was reading up on the chat logs, and i came across ours,
it was real hilarious, how cute you were.
Really reminds me of the days.

But it doesn't matter to me :P
I am Jude now,
I have no longer anything to do with you,
not friends not anything.
Yeahhhh.

I've been through way much more than you,
you have no rights to judge me on the consequences of what i do,
i know what I'm doing,
I'll face the consequences myself.

Don't judge and compare me with other guys.

A new life

:P
New dairy, new life, new everything.
You are nothing to me anymore,
i wont eat sleep or live for you any longer.
You're just like any fucked up girl you see by the streets.
A simple piece of shit :D